Today I had a visit at work from my auntie and it’s affected me more than I thought it would!
She came with the first instalment of my inheritance from my nan, I keep looking at the cheque and wondering what the hell I’m going to do with it! I don’t want it, all I want is my nan back!
God only knows what I’m going to do when the next cheque comes which will be even bigger! I just wish she had spent it while she was alive!
I hate having the responsibility of having to spend her money! I don’t want it to be fluttered away or wasted, it’s her hard earned money at the end of the day!
I think I might just put it into my savings account and worry about what to do with it later x
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Or maybe I already have, I’m not sure! Have you ever felt like in every aspect of your life you feel like your banging your head against a brick wall? At the moment I have a million and one things to do and the only thing I actually want to do it’s the one thing I can’t!
Confussed yet? Welcome to my world! I’m currently working full time (up to 6 days a week) looking for a new job, buying a house, selling my car, tip toeing around my mum while living in her house! Trying to be a good landlady, babysitting for my sisters, trying to make time for my hubby and at the end of all that have time for myself!
All I want to do it jump in my car and drive away from it all but I’m skint so wouldn’t get very far! I guess I better just carry on plodding along 
it’s got to get better soon!
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I feel kind of bad about that other post so thought I better make it up to him…
1. He makes me laugh all the time
2. He supports me 100% even when I come up with crazy ideas like moving in with the mother- in- law so that we can save up some money!
3. He would do anything to make sure I was happy 
4. He is great with kids and will one day make a fantastic dad!
5. He gives good hugs 
6. He respects his old friends and doesn’t push them to one side when new friends come along like some people do which shows he is good at holding down and working through relationships.
7.He has ambition and drive to constantly better himself!
8. If I decided tomorrow that I wanted to live in Australia I know he would leave everything behind and come with me because he loves me!
9. I trust him 100%
10. He loves me and I love him lots and lots
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Its my school reunion today but I’m not going! I want to but at the same time I don’t!
I have kept in touch with the people I liked at school and I’m not sure I actually want to sit in a room making small talk with people who I don’t know anymore and didn’t really like in the first place!
It’s going to be really sad as well because the reunion is in memory of one of our mates who died last year, he was actually one of my first boyfriends! I remember going to France on a school trip when I was in year 7 at school and Matt decided to come round to my chalet to say good night, one of the other girls let him in and sent him into my bedroom where I was sat reading my magazine and so he sat on my bed for a while and talked, our lights should have been turned off and so the principal came in to see what was going on and walked in on our very first kiss matt ran to the window and tried to climb out but the principal pulled him back and told us that if he saw us together again that he would send us both home!
Looking back I can see why he went mad but it really was just an innosent kiss.
I still can’t believe matt died last year!
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In no particular order…
1. He is always broke, no matter how much he earns he always has no money!
2. He is permanently attached to his laptop! He is on it all day at work and comes home and starts playing games on it instead of spending time with me!
3. The usual - he always leaves the toilet seat up!!!!!
4. He will do the washing up or hoovering and once he is finished he will say ” there you go iv done that for you” as If he has done me a favour because it’s my job to do in the first place!
5. He puts my job down constantly! I get in from work before him and he will get in and ask where tea is quoting “iv been at work all day” When I remind him that so have I, he says it’s not the same because he has a harder job! (all he does is sit on his bum all day and has meetings)
6. On Saturdays while I’m at work he will not do a single bit of cleaning or get the tea on, I have to do it when I get in!
7. Since I married him he has decided to take up snoring! I’m sure it’s just to annoy me!
8. He swear’s too much
9. He will go away with the lads and end up in a strip club (which I actually don’t mind) but will blow all his money on private dances and then come home and have to confess it all to me because he needs petrol money to get him to work and back all month and food to eat!
10. He is the worst morning person in the world! if I talk to him before he “wakes up” he shouts at me to stop talking and then when he gets to work sends me a text saying sorry
How did I ever fall in love with this man?
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I’m having one of those days today where I may as well just run this place on my own because my staff are making my life 100% worse at the moment!!!!
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
I feel like banging my head against a brick wall.
I need a very large gin and tonic!
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All I want is a day to myself but everyone else has a different idea for me!
I do wonder why I ever became a landlady, my tenents phoned yesterday to say the washing machine had stopped working, so all morning iv been on the phone trying to sort it out, on top of that iv had work on the phone because there is a problem with holiday cover for the end of the week! I may as well have gone into work!
Also on top of that iv had a run in with alliance and Leicester as I swear they have monkeys on the end of their telephones not humans!
I’m also in the middle of having a dispute with the carphone warehouse! About 2 and a half years ago I had a contract phone with them, after a year I canceled it and moved to o2. Then about a year after that (6 months ago) the carphone warehouse started taking payments out of my account! I got on the phone straight away and they said it was a computer error and said they would refund my money straight away! I phoned my bank as well to make sure that they could never take anymore money from me! Anyway a few weeks passed and no refund! So I phoned up again and was put on hold only for them to cut me off so I phoned up again and had the phone put down on me! That night my old tenants had moved out so I went to check that the place was clean and there was loads of post for me from the carphone warehouse demanding money and thretning legal action, so I got back on the phone and was told that there was nothing they could do and that I had to pay them! Then on top of that they put the phone down on me again!
I know I should sit and write a letter to them but I’m so tempted to walk into my nearest branch and stand there until they sort this out!
Although thinking about it if I go into a store I will end up getting arrested as I will loose my temper with them so I might sit and write a letter! At least that way I can demand compensation!
Only problem is that hubbys gone off to work and left me with an apple macbook that is compleatly useless and doesn’t even have word!
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Iv had such a funny night tonight, the girls decided to drag me out to watch mamma mia at the cinema! There were 7 of us girls and 1 boy, the film was so bad that it was actually so funny! The acting was awful and the singing even worse and don’t even get me started on the story line! The thing is though that above all that it was actually very funny in parts and we all had a really good time!
The real fun started on the way home mind you! I said I would drive not knowing that the one girl actually lived in the middle of nowhere down very long narrow country lanes! So anyway prior to this just as we left the cinema, everyone decided that as it was a warm night that we would have the roof down on the car, if I had known where I was going I would never had agreed to it.
Anyway, we are driving down this narrow country lane with the roof down at 10.30 in the evening so it’s pitch black and someone decided to start telling ghost stories!
I don’t like driving down country lanes that I’m not used to so I was driving slowly which just seemed to make it really scary!
Anyway some one was just in the middle of telling us how how this lane was haunted when we turned the corner and a plastic bag blew up at us! It sounds stupid but it was so funny, we all screamed! Then just as we turned the corner 3 sheep were stood in the middle of the road staring at us but all you could see was thier eyes glowing a yellow/green colour! None of us had a clue what it was at first all we could see were the eyes staring at us. Anyway after about 10 minutes of trying to get them to move out of our way we finally got past and I managed to get everyone home safely! Although the sheep did put up a fight on the way back as well and wouldn’t let me past for ages!
I guess you kind of had to be there!
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Well what can I say… I had an amazing evening last night and want to do it all over again! Hubby is now compleatly convinced that some psychics are real especially the one we saw!
The night started by the psychic connecting to my sister and I and she was spot on about everything to do with us! She gave us a message from my nan which only my sister and I would have understood. There was no possible way she could have guessed the things she told us. Hubby won’t really talk about it to me either, I think it’s because he is finding it hard to understand!
My brother inlaw also came along, apparently just for the “spirits of the alcoholic veriety” and ended up in tears after his best mate who died in a car crash 15 years ago gave him a message that was something only he would know!
It was really strange actually, I have never been to see a pyschic that is as good as she was last night! She actually gave out full names of people who were related to us and she knew what we did for a living, she also said that Hubby and I would have two children a boy first then a girl and that the boy would be left handed!
I guess we will just have to wait and see how much comes true.
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Tonight I’m off to see a psychic, I have been to see a few over the past couple of years, some have been really bad whilst others have been spot on! I’m really excited about tonight though as I have managed to convince hubby to come along, also I have had a private reading from this psychic before and she was amazing! Compleatly spot on. Tonight though we basically sit in an audiance and wait to see if she picks us out to talk to!
I was always really a sceptic when it came to things like psychic’s and ghosts and having messages from people in your family who died years ago but after a few personal experiances I’m starting to get into it! There are always a few things that happen at psychic nights that you know are only said or done to fill the time up but I do believe that some of it is real. I also can’t stand it when people try and fit things together either it fits or it doesn’t! Anyway we will see what tonight brings.
On another note… I have started a gluten free diet today after the doctor thinks that I could have an intolerance and I’m feeling really good! I had gluten free toast for my breakfast and I actually really liked it!
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