Well…
Hubby and I have made it to our first wedding Anniversary, it’s not been the easiest of first years but we have got through it and battled on together as normal. I really do believe that we can get through anything as long as we stick together!
To celebrate we are off to a health spa for a couple of days to have a bit of “us” time.
Happy anniversary andy, love you lots and lots 
Till Im a lady of leisure and I can’t wait! I sat down last night with the family and told them that I’m leaving the family business! It went down ok actually as I said I would work till Christmas so it gives them plenty of time to get someone else in and I can train them up!
I have decided that I need a rest so I’m not going to go straight into another job I’m going to have a few months off while I find something I want to do! Up until recently I was working anything upto 70 hours a week so I think I deserve a couple of months off! I have been considering using some of my inheritance to go over to Africa for a while to do some volunteer work, i’m so happy that I can finally do something that I want to do for a change 
Let’s just hope that I can cope with another 16 weeks!
And I’m not sure what I’m going to do…
I have got myself into a tricky situation with my job.
Iv worked for the family business since leaving school and I’m on a good wage but I have decided I want a change but I can’t find a job anywhere!
I have good qualifications but no experiance. I can find jobs that I can do but they are badly paid and I can’t afford to drop my wage and the jobs that are on my pay scale needs someone with more experiance than somebody who has worked for her mummy all her life!!
Basically I have worked for my mum far too long and should have got out a long time ago!
To top it off, I’m living with my mum at the moment while hubby and I save up to buy another property and everytime I say I want to find a new job she makes my life hell.
It’s really frustrating!! I’m so bored it’s untrue!
Today I had a visit at work from my auntie and it’s affected me more than I thought it would!
She came with the first instalment of my inheritance from my nan, I keep looking at the cheque and wondering what the hell I’m going to do with it! I don’t want it, all I want is my nan back!
God only knows what I’m going to do when the next cheque comes which will be even bigger! I just wish she had spent it while she was alive!
I hate having the responsibility of having to spend her money! I don’t want it to be fluttered away or wasted, it’s her hard earned money at the end of the day!
I think I might just put it into my savings account and worry about what to do with it later x
Or maybe I already have, I’m not sure! Have you ever felt like in every aspect of your life you feel like your banging your head against a brick wall? At the moment I have a million and one things to do and the only thing I actually want to do it’s the one thing I can’t!
Confussed yet? Welcome to my world! I’m currently working full time (up to 6 days a week) looking for a new job, buying a house, selling my car, tip toeing around my mum while living in her house! Trying to be a good landlady, babysitting for my sisters, trying to make time for my hubby and at the end of all that have time for myself!
All I want to do it jump in my car and drive away from it all but I’m skint so wouldn’t get very far! I guess I better just carry on plodding along 
it’s got to get better soon!
I feel kind of bad about that other post so thought I better make it up to him…
1. He makes me laugh all the time
2. He supports me 100% even when I come up with crazy ideas like moving in with the mother- in- law so that we can save up some money!
3. He would do anything to make sure I was happy
4. He is great with kids and will one day make a fantastic dad!
5. He gives good hugs
6. He respects his old friends and doesn’t push them to one side when new friends come along like some people do which shows he is good at holding down and working through relationships.
7.He has ambition and drive to constantly better himself!
8. If I decided tomorrow that I wanted to live in Australia I know he would leave everything behind and come with me because he loves me!
9. I trust him 100%
10. He loves me and I love him lots and lots