Thoughts June 30th, 2009
I’m not sure if I will actually publish this post but I’m gonna write it anyway!!
Do you ever feel like writing down all your thoughts sometimes so that you can empty your mind of everything for a few hours?
Today has been one of those days! I have sooo many ideas, questions, answers, reasons, feelings ect just flying around in my head at the moment!
I feel like taking them all out, sorting them through and only putting back the ones I need!!!
I’m not sure why I’m having such a hard time with this, I broke the bonds with a situation today that was becoming a bit difficult to control but now I feel really S**t about it! How did I let it get to this point? I can now see why dual roles really don’t work! It’s gonna be a hard few weeks but it needs to be done, it was taking over my life!
I really hope this sorts it’s self out! I’m not sure what else I can do, I’m happy about stepping away from the situation but im also really sad! I just hope it doesn’t change things too much! 