Ummm, not sure what to think! July 14th, 2009
I have been back to the docs today and it’s not the best of news! I’m not too sure what to make of it all right now!
I can’t really get my head around it. I think I need to sleep on it. Just trying to stay positive! I have to go for more tests 
I’m really not looking forward to them! why can’t life just be simple? Why can’t things just be normal in my life? Why is it always a struggle to keep moving forward? Sorry, I’m just wondering why life it throwing all this shit at me now just as I was starting to feel good and move forward!! Aghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! Give me a break!!!!!!
Right!! I have to stop feeling sorry for myself right now and just get on with it!!! No more self pity! There are people out there facing a lot more than me!! It’s time to just get on with it!!