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Fed up September 24th, 2008

I’m really fed up today, iv had a cold now for a week and it’s not getting any better! Work has been horrible again and when I’m at home it’s not much better!

I’m just fed up of my life being the same boring routine day in day out!

On a plus side I started college again yesterday doing 1 day a week and I really loved it. I just wish I could afford to study full time. I actually want to become a midwife eventually but I can’t afford to take 3 years off to study. I think it’s something that I will have to do a few years down the line. In the meantime I have decided to do a course that will help improve my skills. The one I’m doing at the moment is a counselling course, Im doing a year course in 12weeks!! They call it a fast track! So hopefully I will have passed my exam by the January and if I like it I can start the diploma in September to become fully qualified!

I’m also doing my reiki 1 in October which I’m really excited about! If I like it I will also do my reiki 2 and that’s in December!

I just wish that I was at that point now and not stuck in this horrible limbo! I feel like my life is compleatly on hold!

I’m not sure when to start applying for jobs either as I will need to start a new job in January but I don’t want to apply now and have to let people down or start applying in a month or so and not find anything!! I have started looking and I have found a few that I’m interested in but just not sure what to do!

Anyway I’m off to bed now so that I can wake up and do it all over again.

4 Responses

  1. Timmargh September 25th, 2008 at 12:55 am

    Where are you doing your Reiki 1? My mum used to teach it up until a few years ago.

  2. steph September 26th, 2008 at 1:20 pm

    I’m doing it in malvern with a lady called Alison hill, I can’t wait, it’s something iv wanted to do for years :)

  3. Timmargh September 28th, 2008 at 3:57 pm

    According to my mum she taught the lady who taught Alison.

    Have fun when you’re learning — it’s a great course!

  4. steph September 29th, 2008 at 4:56 pm

    Thank you x

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